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I am about to have a rough night and I need to vent here so that I can deal with it. Today raises were given out and the people working the same job as my boyfriend now make more then he does. He’s a very hard and reliable worker so I understand his confusion. The problem is that He stresses over stupid s*** so much that now that something really is wrong, I don’t want to listen to it. I feel completely Tapped Out. I just know that he’s going to yell and freak out and lose his mind tonight and I’m going to just want to leave. When all I want to do is be with him. If he didn’t spend 80% of his time stressing over stupid inconsequential b******* I would have more energy and more support to offer right now. I love him more than anything and I’m scared right now. Why can’t he just focus on himself instead of everybody else?

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