I like my one of my friends. They have a boyfriend. Im friends wjtb their boyfriend. I’ve only told 2 people and nither of them know how to help me. I dont want to like them. I want everything to keep being the same. If they ever started to like me it would ruin my group of friends. So I will just keep my mouth shut. It can’t happen. No matter if I want it to or not. I feel so guilty for feeling this way. And guess what, I’m sleeping over at the one I likes house because my friend talked me into going because they don’t wanna go alone. This s****. I just need some space away from everyone and then I can get over it. I need to stop this s*** rn. I dont know how to tho.
