I stayed up most of tonight shootin up Ritalin again because I’m heartbroken and lonely and f****** tired of everything.
I don’t wanna sleep, because every time I wake up to an alarm clock I just want to yeet myself off a balcony and falling asleep means having to go through that sooner. I’d rather be slightly tired at work.
I’m so sad and just.. exhausted.
Why do most you people shamelessly abuse and f*** up people like me to the brink of offing myself and relapsing to doing dope? Does it make you feel better about yourself or something?
