You really need a smack ..not too severe ..from the hand of god ! Maybe you Dont comprehend it…but your asked very little .

If you tru!y love your mother ? Then honor her .

You don’t need to agree with everything they say , but honor is no joke or game !!

If you tru!y love your mom ? Why cause her pain and grief ?

Suicide is no joke !!

Your family should be vital to your decisions ..and You should care about her !!!