I think it’s the grieving for the lost innocence that hurts the worst.

Little girls like us grew up on fairy tales. We never imagined our dates or boyfriend could ever turn sooo brutal .

That we could ever be sooo wrong in our judgement .

Even now , I think that’s still painful to think about and face. The shame and guilt of being gullible enough…to trust Some one that could hurt us sooo painfully and intimately !

And just when you expect …someone to break down the door …the nightmare unfolds …and your truly alone with a guy you barely recognize.

Then, you become frozen in time . Unable to breathe .

And your mind ..fragile already …just shatters into a million pieces!!!