I don’t think he really loves me. I lie to him. He says he loves me. He says he can’t wait to talk to me. I’m unbearable. He says he loves it when I smile. My teeth are crooked and I laugh awkwardly. He says he can’t wait to love me s*******. I’ve never had s**. I’m afraid of s**. I want him to do it with someone else. He won’t be satisfied by me. Why’s he still with me?
