I knew there was something special about you from the moment I saw your I’ve never been so comfortable around such a pretty girl. It’s more than just your soothing aura. It was like I had known you all my life. We could communicate with just our eyes. You felt so safe around me. You called me to come to your side during that blizzard and i almost flipped my suv on the highway. Then I calmed you through your panic attacks all night. I held your hand, looked you in the eyes, and said “Breathe in, breathe out.” Over and over again until your tears stopped and you started smiling. I had to lie and say I was your cousin to get in. All the nurses and doctors were convinced we were a couple because of how protective of you i was and how well I treated you. I never yelled at you, I always asked you before I touched you, I slept on the floor so you could sleep in my bed because I knew you had s***** joints and I didn’t want to be a creep,and we stayed up all night talking. We did acid together. We smoked so much weed together. I Sang to you. We went on moonlight drives. We have never had a negative interaction in person. Only on the internet. I love you so much it hurts and drives me f****** insane. But it keeps making me stronger. Just when I think I’ve hit a wall, I dig a little deeper. I never would have got this far without youm I’d either be completely burnt out or dead.
