I miss you R, everyday.

I couldn’t even say a goodbye. Because the last time you were going I cried and you couldn’t go. So this time you went away without even telling me. I was happy for a week but now since it’s been two months I feel I shouldn’t have cried the last time so that at least I would be the last person to see you and say goodbye. You were the first person who I cried to and told about what’s going on at home but now I just don’t know who should I talk to. I feel lost.

And I also feel selfish to say that you should have stayed with me here now that you are at a much better place where you are loved by everyone around you.

You are strong and always know that I love you.