I wish I felt better about myself . I wish I had a wonderful bf that found me pretty and beautiful. But he never compliments me . Never says anything nice or positive about my hair or face or make up . I just stopped trying to be attractive. I rarely do my hair. I rarely put makeup on . Why even bother ? I have never been with a more cheap and stingy with his kind words or sharing a compliment in my life . I’m tired of him . He’s soo selfish and sooo damned self absorbed. He’s also cute …but he has the personality of an endless drip . Dull and boring . He is a wonderful bump on a log . But that’s pretty much it . He’s dull so mind numbing dull .

He’s all about him self . I’m just trying to break awAy .

He’s ugly inside . I’m soo repulsed by him Sometimes I really feel the lack of affection . The lack of warmth . Nothing ! Im wanting to leave him .

He holds onto me because i feed his ego . Not because of true love . I feed his head and heart . While he is starving mine .