I’m currently in a long- term relationship with the guy I met when I got my panic/anxiety attacks. However, when I entered Law school, I saw this guy in one of my subjects. He is older than me for like 14 yrs. I got a crush on him the first time I saw him. A year later, I became the beadle of the class and I was shocked that he is now in my class. One time, I’m in my lowest mood and I didn’t know that I was already talking to him. A day after we talked, we agreed to meet after Valentine’s day. We had coffee, we talked until 4.30 pm. We agreed I enjoyed his company and a week after, I confessed to him that I would like to date him. I also told him that I got a crush on him the first time I saw him in class. I know it’s like, “s*** girl you’re fast”. But in reality, I actually got feelings for him. It builds up for a year of not seeing him as a classmate. I am actually afraid of my feelings because I’m currently in a relationship that is a loving relationship. There are talks about marriage and family but I am currently holding back to that plan because I am falling in love with this guy and I am torn to these feelings I had with my bf and this classmate of mine.