i have attempted suicide before when i was a kid. the experience left me feeling appreciative of life. recently, everytthing has been going wrong, and i

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i have attempted suicide before when i was a kid. the experience left me feeling appreciative of life. recently, everytthing has been going wrong, and i find myself thinking and feeling similar as i did on days leading up to my attempt. except im older now and the arguments i make to myself to justify myself or fight against the thoughts telling me to not commit suicide are better than they were, more convincing. im scared. because i dont know if im going to do anything or not in the future. i feel too numb and tired to try anything, but im scared i will. i feel so alone. i feel alienated from everyone ive ever met. i feel so alone and sad and scared. i dont know what to do

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