Yes, you are right I did start it. I do like you but I am shy, and unless you spend one on one alone time with me, I would never open up to you. Online relationships drag on too long for me, I need tactile, to touch and hold you. You are always busy and surrounded by people, so unless you made it clear that you were making space and time just for us…there was not much more I could do than flirt with you knowing you are married to your career. I just wanted you, time to love, hug and kiss on you. The attraction has always been there but so has the lack of time together.