I was 14 and my sister 19 when our parents were killed by a drunk driver. She was attending college out of state but transferred to a local college and became my legal guardian. She was loving and helpful as we picked up the pieces and thanks assets and life insurance we were able to stay in the family home and do our best to move on and live our lives. I was mentally mature for my age but not very emotionally mature. She was understanding enough to encourage me to consider her as mother figure when I needed that nurturing. She taught me so much and tried to help me learn to interact with girls and try to date but I was not ready. When i turned sixteen she set me up on a date with one of her close friends but it did not go well. A few days later she sat me down and told me that her friend had talked to her, and told her about how a heavy petting and make out session had gone south because I had performance anxiety because I was so self conscious about my major lack of endowment. It was awkward and so embarassing but she helped me through that feeling of inadequate failure. The next day she told.me that we were going to have a date of our own and after dinner she took me home and told me to follow her to her bedroom. She took my virginity that night and told me after that from now on we would share a bed as lovers and siblings. That was 2 years ago and we are a very happy loving couple.