I’m not holding you back, I’m just waiting to catch you. You can leave me behind at any time, but then I’ll move on and you won’t be able to enjoy all the hot s**, tender unconditional love,, nerdy s***, adventure, passion, and serenades I’m offering you. But… that’s your decision and I WILL respect it. I still love ya. Take it easy and try to enjoy yourself. If nothing else, you always got a friend in me. You’re too awesome on an intellectual level to abandon. Anyways, stop worrying about me for now. Focus on self love right now. You deserve some peace of mind. This is the first valentines day I haven’t wanted to wallow in self pity and start trouble in yearssss. I hope you find happiness however it may find you. I do love you enough to let you go, I just don’t want OK. I guess I AM selfish after all. Whelp…. You gotta cut me off. Do what you gotta do. I promise I’ll be ok. Im just glad we dont hate each other anymore. Thank yiu for the closure and peace of mind. I couldn’t of gotten to this point without you. – cjpb