I intentionally had impure thoughts and masturbated used profanity I was selfish hipocrytical prideful tyrannical devisive goofy feminine oversexed disgusting pathetic disrespectful impatient immature irresponsible ungodly lustful flirtatious unloving unmerciful unforgiving irresponsible lazy faithless unprofessional self rightous and I had violent thoughts and a martyr like attitude