there's this boy that I have known my whole entire life, and have been friends since I can remember. there's always been this certain attraction between

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there’s this boy that I have known my whole entire life, and have been friends since I can remember. there’s always been this certain attraction between us – and I’ve always ignored, not wanting to ruin what we have. he’s had a girlfriend for a year now, and I know that he loves her very much
but on nights like last, when the lights had turned into stars and each word spoken felt so exotic, I want nothing more than for him to be mine
and I feel selfish for feeling like that
but I know he feels it too. I know that even when he’s with his girl he is thinking of me. it sounds so self obsessed thinking it, writing it, even now. But I know it’s true.
The way he looks at me, holds me. the way he talks to me. the lust seeps out of his body.
I’m the one to turn him down every single time. I wouldn’t allow him to cheat, I couldn’t be someone to break up something else, but it also means that I cant give in, and i cant make a move – as it would make me in the wrong.
it all sounds so silly saying it out loud
but last night, when his arms slid around my waist and he whispered things in my ear – I wanted nothing more than to stay in that moment forever. to move my face centimetres and connect with his lips- uniting us.

I cant do it. I can’t be the one to break him and his girl up

but I want nothing more

New Confession

My husband always told me he fantasized about watching me getting fucked by another man. The idea turned me on too. One night we decided to fulfill the fantasy. He dropped me off at a local bar wearing a short skirt and heels. I was h**** just from the way I looked. He was going home and waiting outside the bedroom window. It didn’t take long to find an interested stud. I was 28 and he was probably about 35. After letting him touch me under my skirt , I suggested we go back to my place and play. I sucked his c*** on the short ride to the house. He was so ready. We went into the bedroom and I left the light on , giving my husband a good view. I layed on the bed and the stranger went down on my shaved, wet p****. It was so exciting knowing I was being watched. He got naked and his big c*** was rock hard. He entered me and pushed it deep inside me. I screamed uncontrollably as he started pounding me. After about 20 minutes he came inside me. He soon got dressed and left. My husband came inside and told me how hot that was. As c** was running out of me, he started f****** me again. My p**** was so h****, I screamed in ecstasy again. I think we found a new k**** boredom breaker

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