Im asexual and don’t normally master bate for reasons(s** makes me uncomfortable and bad memories) but when I’m desperate for release I use anything I can witch means vibrating toothbrush, face massagers and the shower. But I don’t own someone these items and normally take someone else’s but I do clean them. I feel guilty for that and the fact I did “it” again and have to go through a sad week because I really don’t like s** and touching myself. I feel dirty when I think about it.
