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They say if you crave for something truly from heart the whole universe conspires to make it accomplish.. You never thought about us truly , neither made any effort on the contrary ruined more everytime I made an effort. No don’t get me wrong I am not initiating anything I won’t ever anymore you don’t deserve it neither I deserve any humiliation. My thinking was wrong before now I realized the every emotions need not be reciprocal, I truly understand now it was all my immature obsession before and ridiculous interpretation of things. I wished things to fall in place as per my whims without even trying to know what the opposite side thinking or how perceiving things. Huge misconception, miscommunication was there which was needed to clear out long time back but was nt done hence I find myself in sorry state at times rather I bring them on me. It’s awful of me.

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My art therapist/group therapist and I were having an illegal affair. I would write secret messages to her and she would read them and respond to them in person. She would do favors i asked of her, like wearing outfits i asked her to wear, she’d even do me s***** favors. I made her a google drive full of p*** of me and then crafted a puzzle link to get to it that only she could have known. The link was a tinyurl with three phrases in the url that only she could have known. We would walk for an hour every day and swing at the park. I would write her poetry and play love songs for her every day. She broke the rules to play mario kart with me constantly when her boss was out. We had something magical. But she would never communicate directly with me because sge was afraid she’d lose her liscence to practice and her boyfriend and house, abd when I pushed her to unmask and be real, she told me I was wasting my time. Well that pissed me off and I crashed out a little abd she used that crash out to get me kicked out of my group therapy program. She wants out and I told her she’s not allowed to want out. I told her If she doesn’t reach out to me and continue this affair, that i will report her and get her liscence taken away and if that doesn’t work ill find some other way to ruin her life. You dont go from gooning in the bathroom at work to someone to throwing them away in the same week. Thats fucked. I’ll post her name here soon if she stays quiet and doesn’t reach out to me.