I HATE bedtime and I feel like a horrible mother every single night. My 3 kids share a room and keep each other up or wake each other up. I go to the bathroom and cry and cuss and talk about how much I hate motherhood because of that. I want to beat them when they do this. Tonight I spanked the two older one and had to go into the bathroom because I knew that I was out of control. How in the world can bedtime cause me to lose it???????