I met a guy at work… we quickly became friends. He has a girlfriend. There was so much s***** tension between us eventually we lost control. The most amazing s** I’ve ever had. That was August (it’s the end of January). We have s** at least once a week since then, crazy, amazing s**. Sometimes in the car sometimes at my place. Recently I was at his house and his girlfriend was there. I said hi and nothing else, she retreated to the bedroom. The next day he came over and fucked me like he never had for hours. We also spend a lot of time together for work like a lot of hours just the two of us. He is an amazing person, the kind of guy I could see myself with forever…. Until I think about his girlfriend. I trust this man more than I’ve ever trusted anyone. I have the worst trust issues- but I have trusted him blindly for no reason since day one and he’s never done anything to change my mind. He makes all the calls and I love it… I also have an issue with having to be in control so this is huge. I think I’m falling in love with him. I’ve always know that there could be nothing between us besides exactly what it is but now I’m scared and confused and feel so much guilt because he has a girlfriend.
