If youre not happy, why are you still doing the same self destructive b******* that led you here. There’s a much easier way to be happy. Change. Put one foot in front of the other and decide you deserve to be happy and good and free to start over. Just fight. Keep fighting. Fall down, get back up, dust yourself off, and keep fighting. Ask for help. Keel fighting. You will get through the other side feeling invincible and at peace with yourself. Every sinner has a future. I am not your enemy, so quit fighting me. And stop treating me like I’m an idiot. That annoys me a little. I’m done wasting energy on you until you commit to change and learn how to admit when you’re wrong. It’s second nature to me, you’re allergic to it. Lying all the time causes anxiety and brain fog. Lying to me is a waste of energy and just plain foolish. Your ego needs to be cut down to size. I know because Mine did too. Take responsibility for your life, no one else will. Don’t be afraid to fail, because then you’ll just be afraid to try. Then you are afraid to learn. Then you stagnate like pond water. Don’t be pond water, be a beautiful river, Always moving forward.