well. . you could try not being you. stop being someone i see as safe. if you’re hiding selfish parts of yourself when you see me, don’t hide them, let me see them. stop looking out for me when you’re with me. i see you taking care that my experiences are ones to always care for me, not hurt me. let me be uncomfortable. when you know you have a style that might make me uncomfortable, be it. don’t always choose the style I really like. stop looking out for me because you know i hurt and hide when you are with someone else, let me see you with someone else. be selfish, mean, and arrogant, if that’s what you are. don’t hide it on my account. this equation isn’t working. there are no common denominators except dark things. other people’s numbers are high, there are so many numbers around us, other people. yet the equation always ends with us on the end, this small thing that doesn’t equal all the other numbers on the other side of the equation, it is far less. stop giving higher values to my numbers. something has got to change, as more and more numbers accumulate around us and our small numbers keep sitting side by side without ever rising. if we can’t make each other’s numbers rise, try this. stop being someone who no matter what darkness there is, i only see you, the person that keeps caring for me. throw me in your darkness further. i’m strong and can come back out of many, many things. something has got to change with our numbers moron, if you want this to end, which you keep saying that you do. are we simply going to sit here while the world increases its numbers, while ours never do?