Iv been married a long time yet out of no where i began to feel so alone.I started going swimming at a local club and a young guy no more than 19 seemed to show a lot of his c*** while showering or dressing close to me.At first it just made me feel a bit uncomfortable but he made me laugh and i tried to ignore this stupid attraction that was building inside me.Maybe i should have stopped going there but i kept going back and he made it obvious what he wanted.I was straight,yet my eyes fixed on his c***.Following him out to a place he seemed to all ready know, i took his c*** in my hands feeling it harden while his hands pressed me down level with his c***.I am 48 married and not a softy yet i am ashamed to say i was wanking with one hand while he thrust his c*** in and out of my mouth. I feel such guilt knowing how carried away i got to make him come in my mouth and how deeply i was able to take him.I stayed away for several weeks and went to another sports center but quickly found myself sucking of other young men in that age group.Now all this lust for a big c*** in my mouth has gone as if it never happened Yet not the guilt.
