I was raped by my uncle and have been self-medicating ever since.
This was not the first time I had been raped. It is the second.
I have felt disgusting for almost 3 1/2 years. I have been wondering what I’ve been doing wrong ever since.
I truly want to get better.
I’ve been speaking to a therapist but my mind just wants to hurt this man. Of course, I never could, but I need spiritual help.