when i was eleven my mum purchased the alexa echo with a screen and gave it to me. i found a way to watch videos on it. first it was silly roblox videos. then i watched the fefe music video, at eleven years old i’d rewatch nicki minaj’s verses just to stare at her and the models t***. at that time, i didn’t realize that was the gayest thing an eleven year old girl could be turned on by.