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I have no excuse at all for what I did. I got shitfaced yesterday night (I drink very rarely) and ended up cheating on my boyfriend. I was way too drunk and I knew I shouldn’t have drank that much, but I did anyway and we fucked and I cannot even remember the entire thing, just that I suddenly regained conscience and left before everything was over. I feel so sick and I disgust myself so much that I’ve vomiting non-stop ever since, I never thought I’d be that person and now I’m that person and I swear on my life it’ll never ever happen again, but I did it and I can’t forgive myself for it. Worst of all is I don’t have the guts to confess, so I’ll just stay shut and make contrition until the end of time. My relationship is really good and I cannot believe I did such a thing and I hate myself for it. I have no forgiveness. I’m that person. I’m the worst person.

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