i spent the day performing data analysis correlating all the data points i value in a partner and scoring them against thirty men currently asking me on dates like movies, vacation trips, or a get together of any kind. out of curiosity, i scored you baby, and you’re in third place (excluding my ex-husband who still loves me, and who i will never date). i can’t let you go. numbers don’t lie and neither does my heart. i don’t know why it always comes to the point where i’m unable to give up on you. in my research, i also came across successful relationship timelines and we have not reached the monogomy data point yet on the spectrum of relationship milestones. it eases my mind that i’ve been so heartbroken that we aren’t what i expected we should be, but i was wrong, we don’t need to be anything at this point. sorry baby, you are going to have to run me over with a car to get rid of me at this point. no, i won’t be the one to shut you out, because i can’t. it hurts too much, just as for you. please don’t take too long to decide that you love me baby. the thirteen men (who made my calculations :-), i will be dating, deserve the courtesy of knowing where my heart can be and in not too much longer. the horses are very eager to buck baby. . . : )