It’s getting harder and harder to be In a dead end relationship that’s going no where.
I feel bad for him. He’s not going to change. He uses covid as an excuse, a crutch to literally do nothing. He sits at home , living paranoid . He’s very sick.
I honestly hope he’s going to heal but I’m too old to play mommy to someone his age 65.
He’s manipulative. It’s simply he strings people alone until ..they cut him loose. No one wants him. Because frankly he’s a child . His parents crippled him.
I really do would have loved him. But I can’t do anything anymore. He needs help to heal.
I hope he will forgive me for leaving . I’m simply too tired to try anymore!