I am sad, feeling neglected, discarded. I’m a virgin. I have had boyfriends but we never had s** because of the whole stupid good christian promise. I left church years ago after getting hurt. And right now I’m so s******* frustrated and lonely that I just want someone to f*** me so hard and say they love me, and actually be with me forever. I have been crying because all my friends seem to be so busy they have no time for me. Work is too overwhelming and I feel like killing myself with no warning
