I just feel really bad all the things I’ve done. They’re small things that are probably very petty, but I still feel I have to get them off my chest. First watched pornographic movies and had s***** thoughts of women. I know its natural to experience, but in the end I still have a small bit of guilt that I need to release myself from. I wasted all my time this week being lazy and watching tv when I could have been doing my work. I’ve shirked my duties as a student, leader, and son. I’ve lied, I’ve been eating too much and just l iving an unhealthy life. I’ve acted out of vanity many times, I’ve cursed, I havn’t thought about others. I felt and have been feeling horrible….