And im done healing and doing shadow work, because it doesnt make a god damned difference to you. Im gonna take pleasure in being a p************ just to spite you. It was all for you. All the hard work, therapy, crying, sleepless nights, self hatred, medications, meditations, 2 weeks ofabstinence from p**********…I did it all for you… and you spit in my face… Why did you really stop me from killing myself that night Tara? What the f*** goes on in your head? I cant f****** understand you. Im done with you. I dont love you anymore. I dont hate you either. Im indifferent. You dont matter anymore. You almost got people killed with your petty mind games. Were both lucky I choked. Youll get whats coming to you from life. Im done trying. I hope youre happy.
