How I became macho: I had moved to a bad area because I couldn’t afford anywhere else. The first week I’m there I walk down to the corner store for a snack. While I’m walking back two young black hustlers were following me. I started walking faster and then began to run. Now everyone knows you can’t outrun a buck n***** and especially not two. They tackled me and said they just wanted to talk to me. Liars. They picked me up and brought me to my house and said they just wanted to make sure I got home safe. Of course they wanted to be paid back. I told them I had no money and one asked if I had any weed and I said no. He then said there’s only one option left and grabbed my a** through my sweatpants. “this white boy has a nice a** T” one of these baboons said. One of these n****** sat down on my couch and pulled his shorts down while the other one bent me over spit on his c*** and steered me towards his friend on the sofa. These savages have definitely done this before. T or T Bone was the one f****** my a** and Jay was the one on the sofa. About 5 minutes of struggling I just relaxed and actually started to enjoy it, T Bone was hitting my prostate and I began jacking off. I started sucking Jays c*** with some real gusto. “f*** me you wild n******!” I shouted. That was my first of many times enjoying gay blacktivity.

Clark Hallisey / The Hallisonian