I find you read me crystal clear when only I walk away and it’s a pain to know when I want to stay closer you kill with your indifference. Why are you like this? What do you get hurting? Or is it you get overwhelmed, are you not accustomed to true feelings..or Is it everything for you is just fun and joke. I feel you have trust issues you can’t seem to believe that a connection can be buil simply out of mutual understanding, you are scared to let your feelings come to light, you are scared to surrender, reveal your weakness and vulnerabilities. The sorry part is I could not make you understand the simple things we need.
I am tired don’t need now anything. I am happy for you stay safe stay blessed and healthy. Enjoy your holidays with family and friends.
