I guess you think I pushed you hard true I did but is that the ultimate truth no it’s not. The underlying truth is I took myself away because the connection broke me bad. You couldn’t not make it work you couldn’t give happiness your fear ruled always in turn you couldn’t keep.
All is not lost I know that but I feel you are better this way and me too we don’t need to fight anymore against anyone or with each other.
It’s all free no threads or dots to connect.
Anyways there was never any concrete thing between us so no big deal.
I won’t say you never loved me the way I wanted too rather I would say you couldn’t honor my feelings, my emotions, never understood the depth because you never took it seriously it was just an internet thrill.
By the time I understood it was pretty late I broke myself already too bad.
No I don’t hate you, you can’t even say I don’t have feelings anymore but I don’t trust now anything as I think I have had enough,. This online relationships are all fakes only cheap thrills nothing more.
But one thing for sure I can’t forget any episode pertaining to us ever in my life. I will always remember each and everything the little moments shared, the tears that fell, the laughter shared, the fights, the fireworks and top it all You.. Can’t forget You.
