So I got a kink for self harm I guess. It just turns me on (the thought of it or just doing it myself). I really like the look of them. Each time when I

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So I got a kink for self harm I guess. It just turns me on (the thought of it or just doing it myself). I really like the look of them. Each time when I look at my cut up fingers I want to smile. They make me feel alive and whole. I know it’s bad and probably only psychos romantisize self harm. But I think I’m rather normal, just got access to internet too early so that’s why I can seem so mentally unstable. It was my first confession I hope it’s not too bad >//////<. (P.S.: I do feel guilty for sexualizing a problem, but the problem is related to me so I guess it’s fine?)

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Last year I had se.x with my friends girlfriend. They broke up not long ago, but not because of that. He still doesn’t know what we did. I’m not going to lie, the first time we did it I lasted about 30 seconds before I eja.culated inside her. She’s just so fu.c.king beautiful, it was like my di.ck wanted to fill her with sp.erm before she had a chance to change her mind. After the first time I was able to go two more rounds and last much longer. I even made her c.um a couple of times. She spent the night in my bed and we had s.ex again in the morning. Yes, I feel fu.cking guilty about it, but I didn’t think their relationship would last anyway (I was right) and we just have a natural chemistry. I hope she doesn’t tell him out of spite. Believe it or not, I really like my friend and I want to stick with him. Thank you for giving me a chance to get this off my chest.