I’ve been lying to my parents about dieting. I’ve abused there trust time and time again. They;ve forgiven me time and time again, but I keep on making the same mistakes. I don’t feel I deserve their love or their trust. I feel like taking my own life, they’d be better off without me. I’m a screw up. I’m useless. Its no wonder my ex left me, and its no wonder that I’ve been single for the last five years.