I continue to feel hurt and disappointment in life. I hope for the things that I want in life, but despite my efforts, they never seem to come my way. I watch happy people all around me who seem to get the best out of life without trying, and I just smile and try not to resent them for their lack of appreciation for the beautiful things they’ve been gifted. I keep going though…I keep praying that I will one day live a life that makes me happy and proud each day. I’ll have someone that cares about me as much as I care about them. If God is there, he must see my efforts to do what’s right. He must have a plan to reward me sometime…I just need to keep trying.
