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“I should have seen this from the start
I should have always been on my own
Now it’s perfectly clear I never should have stayed here
I should have just disappeared
The time that we have spent apart
Has made me realize I am torn
Between the person I was, who I wanted to be, and the one I mourn

And now I sit here in the dark
In a city that is not my own
There’s a roof over me
And four walls to keep me away from me cold
The disappointment in myself
Is more than you’ll ever know
And more than I show
And it’s perfectly clear
I shouldn’t be here
I should just disappear

I should have seen this from the start
I should have always been on my own
Now it’s perfectly clear I should have never stayed here
Should have just disappeared
The time that we have spent apart
Made me realize I am torn
Between the person I was, who I came to be, and the one I mourn
Between the person I was, who I came to be, and the one I mourn
Who I was, who I came to be, the one I mourn

Take me and bury me up to my neck and walk away
I deserve what’s coming to me
Take me and bury me up to my neck and walk away
I deserve what’s coming to me
I just wanted to feel love, to feel love, to be loved

I should have seen this from the start
I should have always been on my own
You’ve made it perfectly clear
I shouldn’t be here
Now I’ll just disappear” illbjjb

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Back when I was married and me and my wife went back to visit her parents and Tennessee and she had told me before that her dad had s** quite often when she was in high school and when she was growing up they would f*** every morning before she went to school and why we were there I woke up one morning and she was in bed with me and so I was looking around for it and went upstairs and there’s your mom sitting on the couch but just to see through anything on and I looked at her and she looked at me and she’s straightened up and you can see her t*** really well and I said well where’s Renee she says she’s upstairs f****** her father and I said what and she looked at me so yeah didn’t you know that they used to f*** all the time and I said well yes she told me and she said well they still do and so I wouldn’t sit down next to her and she didn’t have any bottoms on it all she just had to talk on and you can see everything that she had so she’s being back against the couch and she spread her legs open and I thought what the hell so I put my hair between you don’t want her leg and it went up between your legs and I started playing with her and she says you want to go make a drink I said sure that’s coming to drink so we went in to the kitchen she was thinking about the drink and had taken off my pants and my underwear and I got it behind her and I stuck my c*** right up around her a** because all of you you don’t waste any time do you I should know and so she bent over and I started f****** her right there and she was still making her drinks she just want to go out on the balcony and I said sure actually went out of the balcony and I started f****** out there and you don’t want to go to the other and I’m pumping her s*** out of her most of came inside over three times and the right after the third time I came inside of her my wife and her dad was standing right there watching us and I just kept my f****** her and then I said what I can’t wait and because your most beautiful okay we’re done so we both set up and grabbed it with our drinks and started drinking our drinks and my wife says so can I talk to you for a minute so I got up and we went in the living room she said what are you doing f****** my mom and I said well we sit there f****** your dad mechanic f****** mom and she was well that wasn’t supposed to be happening and I said why not and she said well my mom you know gets a little talk to me you just taking advantage of her I said no we won’t even talked yet she said nothing just started drinking and she does oh and I said yeah your mom wanted to f*** so we started f****** so she said well since she was the mama getting along and me and my dad are getting along again let’s just trade for the whole week that we’re going to be here is it okay if I don’t like so I walk back in you on the porch and her dad sitting there in the chair right next to your mom and I sat down next to her mom and I started I didn’t go over and I start sucking on water with kids Renee thought that we just trade for a whole week since we’re going to be here and I heard anything f*** with me and I’m Sarah here to f*** all day long and Sarah looked at me she goes yeah why don’t we