I’ve finally come to terms at the beginning of this year that I have made quite a few mistakes that I need to rectify. I’ve finally looked at myself clearly and am determined to change my behaviour.

But now, all of a sudden, it seems my past actions are bearing consequences. I am ashamed and angry. Ashamed because of my previous misdemeanours and angry because it’s the moment I finally decide to better myself that the universe decides to bring me down.

I’m really scared. I really thought I could prevent this.