I’m DONE with being careful. I obeyed God and lived my life without s**, and what did it get me? Downgraded from my apartment and a stinking p**** I tried to treat. I’m so f****** sick and tired I will f*** rich men and get money and live lavish. I will always treat any infection and carry on. I’m so sick of this s***. Am I the only person on earth, why is God bring so f****** hard on me? I’m almost 27, will I look back at my 30s and see only b******* trials? When will I start living abundantly? When? Now. That’s when. F*** all that abstinence s***. If God wanted me to abstain from s** he would have caused it to upgrade my life rather than the opposite.
