I'm engaged to a great guy and I don't deserve him. I knew him in school and like usual I chased after the man with muscles and good looks. He was so

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I’m engaged to a great guy and I don’t deserve him. I knew him in school and like usual I chased after the man with muscles and good looks. He was so controlling that he made me get huge implants and become a stripper. After I turned down his offer to do p*** he dumped me.

But this guy I’m with now, he accepts me for who I am and accepts I strip and have an adult website. He still adores me for who I was and it makes me cry that I dismissed him earlier in life. I promised him after I pay off some debts (medical bills and stuff my ex put me through financially) I’ll shut my site down, stop stripping, and remove my implants (2,750cc) so he can have a normal wife. He’s okay with that but seeing his family not judging me (at least to my face) and accepting me and they understand the situation over Thanksgiving dinner made me feel so loved and appreciated as a person that I haven’t felt in at least 5 years. I feel like I don’t deserve to be part of this family. Even my parents disowned me and my mom calls me s***. They made me feel like the old me in high school.

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Last year I had se.x with my friends girlfriend. They broke up not long ago, but not because of that. He still doesn’t know what we did. I’m not going to lie, the first time we did it I lasted about 30 seconds before I eja.culated inside her. She’s just so fu.c.king beautiful, it was like my di.ck wanted to fill her with sp.erm before she had a chance to change her mind. After the first time I was able to go two more rounds and last much longer. I even made her c.um a couple of times. She spent the night in my bed and we had s.ex again in the morning. Yes, I feel fu.cking guilty about it, but I didn’t think their relationship would last anyway (I was right) and we just have a natural chemistry. I hope she doesn’t tell him out of spite. Believe it or not, I really like my friend and I want to stick with him. Thank you for giving me a chance to get this off my chest.