I’m feeling like i’m insufficient for my best friend, she is everything for me and i don’t want anything more then her friendship, but she just does so much for me and i don’t fell like i can give it back for her. She helps me when i’m sad, make me laugh whenever we’re hanging out, i just like so much her friendship, but i’m afraid of losing her because i’m not enough for her. Its so easy for her to switch me for someone better, yet sometimes she says i’m the best brother for her. Everyday i fell guilty of not being sufficient for her, and i swear i try to improve everytime we met, but i just cant. Since this feeling came to me i just cant get out of my head but that she deserves someone better to her to be happy. I feel like im going to lost her anytime and i dont think im ready. She’s the reason of me to smile, to see the good side, to me to keep trying and never give up, altho i dont think im the same for her. I just want to say sorry for her, but i dont know how.
