I crave a big dxxk in my v*****, always tempted by the sight of a handsome man my first thoughts are always damn I’d fxxk you. I have a possible conflict of interest who I see daily, I wonder what he thinks of me and if he wants to do the dirty “again” but I know he’s not engaged and I don’t want to be a w**** and homewrecker, I’d say I’m ready to settle down now with a man, possibly have a couple babies and own our own house. The possibility of this all is unknown, but not far fetched. I’m honestly going through alot in my head and in my heart. It’s all catching up on me, ugh if only we could erase memories and thoughts. I don’t know, do I need a counselor? Possibly.