I had s** again with a guy who is literally the worst person on earth. But the s** is good and I keep going back. I get super mad at myself after because he doesn’t deserve me. He literally doesn’t give two shits about me except when he needs s**. I know I’m getting used but I have caught feelings for this guy and keep going back hoping he might like me back one day. I feel super depressed after coming back home. I want to cut myself out of this toxic cycle that I’m stuck in.