i am having relation ship with a 58 yr old women who is mother of two children , she just came and offered herself to me ,later i started a business with her now my parents want me to get married and i tell them not now , i left my parent in this pain and it haunts me completely . i want to set right every thing may be i should leave her she makes me feel suffocated . i am pulled with this conflict so much that i feel guilty and feel i have made my life a mess . please god show me some way and give me courage to walk on it correctly