I masturbated and I used mind projection indicating to women where I work clients and otherwise that I’m a sissyboy who likes women to sodomise me with s****** dildos while I wear women’s clothing and I made s******* submissive facial expressions and I used profanity and I was selfish prideful ungrateful lazy disrespectful irresponsible immature unprofessional afraid worried paranoid faithless hypocritical unloving ungrateful insensitive insecure awkward oversexed pathetic hipocritical self righteous and arrogant