No. I didn’t ever like you. I thought you were a terrible girl from the start actually. A real b**** and probably a big s***, probably bi s***** everything I didn’t want. Not even my type. I was just too young and dumb to not take it for what it was right in front of my eyes and write you off from the start as dangerous. I did see it, you know I did. It was just immaturity on my part. I really didn’t like you. I was on the fence usually questioning do I really want that? I f****** hate that? Which you would somehow de-escalate s***. In hindsight I hated what you were because you were in my opinion, wrong for me, against many things I believed, but what got me was you would put in a bit of an effort to reel me back in. That’s where I was wrong. I bought the b*******. So I saw you as a total b**** who I hated 50% of the time, I hated your ways, things that came out of your mouth, you were just being honest which is good, but it didn’t make me like you, and I can name incidents now, just observations, interactions before we happened where I would be disappointed thinking …. I actually hate her… That girl would get nowhere with me now and you were 50% attractive which was an act, in the end I saw that as a lie and a sham. Knowing what you are disgusts me that anything happened between us. I hate you for it, not the act, just the people you were part of who I didn’t know were there. Brought along. That pissed me off. Dirt trash. Only because I had no idea. You did. That was dirty.