i don’t chase. though i have a lot to offer i always feel inadequate for anyone. strange, as i see how hot i and my whole situation are for any man. it’s simply who i am. i’m wounded. someone needs to convince me that i’m worthy before i jump in. but, since i know what a prize i am, i don’t care who turns their back on me because there are always literally at least three guys waiting in the sidelines to take his place, always. it’s just a conundrum cycling through men i never feel good enough for. that’s the truth of it. Lord knows what type of man is finally going to break this pattern.