[a guilt], [a fantasy], [a first experience], [a truth]

I’m s******* attracted to you, and I’ve been this way ever since we were teens. It started that night back in Sayre, when Mom and David left us at the house, and we fooled around a bit. The next morning, you stated that you never wanted it to happen again, and were able to close that door. However, I was never able to and I’ve been hiding it from you. I’ve got so much more to tell you, but this is getting long. I just need to know if you are interested in knowing more. I want you to know that I’ll always be here for you, no matter what you choose, but I have to get this off my chest. It’s really the only way for me to move on.