Ah…. You see, THAT is why right there. By telling someone to die of a stroke and calling them a b******, given the circumstances, you expect them to believe you are genuine? Those are your true feelings. It’s like doing something or a series of things that very wrong, you donthat person wronged than anyone who cares about you deserves to be done which causes them to walk away and not look back and then for attention YOU DO IT AGAIN IN ANOTHER PLACE and then wonder why they can’t forgive and let it go…. It’s because you are the same as you have ever been.
You should be kissing their a** and truly on your best behaviour at all times even if you never get them back. If you know you were wrong, very wrong, you change. For real. Even when they are not looking or can’t see. You need to be the best you can be for what they need. Not for what you need. Your needs don’t mean anything is it’s you trying to win it back.
That’s why. It’s because you don’t really care. You don’t want them, you are just going through a phase. You’re lonely, in one of your down times in life, and it’s easy to look back at what was real and good, maybe even the best thing you ever knew in some respects and want it back, but you are the same person.
They would be smart to never give you the time of day ever again.